Firstly, Merry Christmas all! Hope you all enjoy the holiday as much as I do if not more :3

Now onto the news...
The adapter for my laptop broke so my laptop is out of commission for the time being. And unfortunately that kinda hurts my commissions status since I can no longer access anything from my laptop until I receive my new adapter. But no big worries, I'll personally message those who commissioned me to work things out and let 'em know what can still be done in the meantime.
Excluding what still has to be done, I won't be taking anymore commissions for a while. Why? Because I feel like I'm swimming in mediocrity. I'd like to take a break and just do whatever and experiment with different styles and ideas. Which gave me an idea. I'd like some of you to challenge me. What I mean by that is challenge me to draw something I've never done before but you'd be curious to see me draw. This can be imitating another artist's style, trying my hand at realism, drawing some mecha, ect. The reason I ask you to challenge me is that I want to grow as an artist and... I'm indecisive lol I need someone to tell me what to do or to throw random ideas at me to pick from and form a whole new concept.
Another thing I thought I'd try is a bit of animation. That's right. When the laptop is alive again, I think I'm gonna mess around with Flash. God only knows how that'll go but we'll see what I can churn out.

I guess this all means that updates will again be very slow :/ I just can't be productive, can I? Ah well. I'll still try.


P.s. What did everyone get for Christmas? I got Yu Yu Hakusho season 1 and Bones season 3

Well it's that time of the year: winter vaca.
I leave for home tonight and get there early morning. Then I can draw to my heart's content
I'm hoping to update a lot more over the next three weeks. So if I slack, harass me XD lol Nah, I just want to get some nice drawings done seeing as I haven't accomplished much in the last few months.
I have commissions to do and gift art for my dad so those get first priority then it's a request made to me by a friend, then it's doujinshi and random other stuff.
Of course a lot of it can't be done until at least Saturday because my pens are seriously dying and that's when I go buy more. Yay! Pens!

And now I go pack.

Hello all, just letting you all know I'm putting ALL my work on hiatus until further notice. So don't expect any updates for the next bit. Chances are the only things I'll update with will be school work.
And if you're wondering why, yes I'm busy. I've pretty much just been issued all my final projects in my classes.
There are also some personal issues infringing upon my drawings. No. No pity please. Don't feel bad for me. This is just how I am and currently, I hate everything I create so I'm putting drawing on the back burner for a bit. I just can't stand feeling like I'm failing at everything I draw... even though it's really hard for me to not draw but whatever.
Also, sorry if I haven't been replying to your comments an' stuff. I just really haven't been up to it.

Ciao bella

Have I been rude to any of you? .__. I kinda feel like I have for some reason.
I think it's my overall bitchiness of the moment >_o I try to be nice despite it all, but insomnia puts me in a bad mood. So if I come off as rude, overbearing, narcissistic, ect... my bad. Chances are I won't even realize it
In other news...
I feel like my comic making abilities are really lacking T_T
I don't know if it's just my inability to make really nice line art, or my crap-toning... or several other things that may contribute to its over all mediocrity
So I think I'm just gonna do some basic, bland drawings to improve my line art and toning skills. Critique for that would be appreciated... just keep in mind they will be pretty basic drawings so don't say "make something more exciting." No. I want tips on the line art and toning. If I want extra critique, I will mention it in the artist's comment.
And once again I feel bitchy *facepalm*

I also have the urge to start some of my original comics... but I know nothing will ever get done if I do that Though I may still do some teaser pages for 'Cirque Noir'. I'm not gonna say much about it since the story is still in the works, but it will be a action/thriller/horror kinda story... I think. I'm not really good at categorizing genres.
Blah. Now watch as I do absolutely nothing with it XD lol

So I got a call form my grandma today. Guess what she had to say. As an early Christmas gift, she's giving me the money to go buy a scanner!
Now I'm just trying to get a hold of my uncle for a ride >_o He's supposed to be off work today but he's not home T^T I want to go get me a scanner.... *sob sob*
Ah well.
In other news... do any of you remember me mentioning that I am in a Halloween play? Well our first show night was yesterday. It was awesome! Everything went well! ... well other than us all freezing our asses off lol (we do the play outside) but it was super fun. We still have three shows tonight and I am still bloody excited. I love doing this. The whole crew is friendly and fun. It's a total blast! I'm actually sad that after tonight I'm not gonna be around those people anymore T^T February better come quickly so we can all get back together for Follies (they all seem to want me to be in Follies).